BY SHILA ANDERON
You may read that title and think I’m totally crazy, but the truth is, I’m just tired. I welcomed the “new normal” with open arms. I was so excited to see people, hug them, and walk into a store without wearing a mask. But, the new normal brought back some of the old normal that I wish I could have left there – the demanding schedules, the running here and there and everywhere, and saying yes to everything that comes my way so I can be my busy, busy, busy self. Have I not learned anything from quarantine?
The Bible story of Martha and Mary always comes to mind when I find myself getting “too busy.” Jesus told Martha that she was anxious about many things. Martha was running around, preparing dinner, and making sure the house was guest-worthy. And yet, Mary was the one doing the right thing by simply sitting at the feet of Jesus.
But the Lord answered her, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her.” - Luke 10:41-42
What did I learn from quarantine that I must carry with me today? I learned that rest is important. I know it was a forced rest, and it made us unplug from everyone and everything, but to be honest, I really liked it (at first anyway). Being home with the family was nice. I was able to work on projects that I had put off for a long time. I took time to really be in God’s presence and truly rest. Sometimes we need to remember to be still and just be with God.
Be still, and know that I am God. - Psalm 46:10
I might not be able to go back into quarantine, at least without my family thinking I’m crazy, but I am able to make some schedule adjustments – to say no to things, to tackle those projects that are important to me, to plan family days (and actually stick to them), and to pencil in “God time” each and every day. I learned that if I put God first, He will make everything else fall into place. I just need to remember to go to Him first.
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. - Matthew 11:28-30
I guess I actually don’t want to go back into quarantine. I really do like being out in the world again, and the hugs – I really like the hugs. I just need to remember what I learned during quarantine – to take the time to be still and rest, even if I have to schedule it. Then and only then will I be able to continue to embrace this new normal with open arms.